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Well……

Maaf loh, tapi serius
Those little things, those simple acts, and those cold words?
They mattered to me

A lot

Mungkin kalian gak sadar, gak ngerasa dan gak tau separah apa efeknya
But, well
Itu lebih dari cukup untuk ngerubah hari yang seharusnya baik buat saya jadi berantakan

Dan cukup, untuk membuat saya merasa kalau mungkin, kalian emang udah capek sama saya

Ketawa aja. Bilang aja saya berlebihan. Bercandain aja kalau ini semua karena saya emotionally insecure dan jadi lebay karena lagi hari pertama
But I am emotionally insecure, and I just hate being alone and being ignored that much
It’s killing me

Erlita Putranti,

Your words guilt tripped so much that I actually consider giving it up just to make up for my “insensitivity”

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An emotionally invested enthusiast of pop culture. Apathetic by design. Aesthetically offensive and eloquently candid. A sentimental heathen.

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