Simple Happiness

Happiness is simple

Sleeping for another five minutes after the alarm rings
A cup of nice coffee in the morning
Silly whatsapp group conversation with some crazy delusional friends
Simple phone call or text message from my family back there in Jogja
Sudden unexpected contact with old friends that leads to an amusing conversation

Happiness is as simple as

Staring at my phone or laptop‘s gorgeous hawt wallpaper
Looking through my picture‘s gallery
Listening to good music
Watching video lazily
Slacking off and doing nothing
Walking out of the room to find a nice blue sky above

At times like this, happiness is even more simple

Bump in to you at college
Have a simple funny talk with you
Laughing together with you
Seeing you smile at me
Brief texting with you
Having you remember something about me

Isn‘t it simple?

But then again, happiness is simply waking up in the morning, realizing that you‘re still breathing and healthy, and that you have another day to live to the fullest
That is the most simple yet greatest happiness we can have

And more than often, we take it for granted

Hey you

Why d’ya have to be so cute?
It’s impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It’s bad enough we get along so well

- Goodnight and Go by Imogen Heap -

 

 

It’s so nice to feel like this again after such a long time :3

So I got bored in class and I write this

It’s just another Tuesday and a short two and a half hour

Yet it means a lot to me

That’s the time when we could be together in a classroom

When you’re existence seems so real, and I do all I could to make you realize about mine

When each of your little gesture catch my eye and every words you said recorded safely in my brain

Creating an imaginary you in the back of my mind when the real one is out of my reach

And when another two and a half hour in this Tuesday ended with nothing

I can only stare at your back, watching you walking out from the distance

Cause I will never had the courage to talk to you

The you, that will never ever be mine

 

 

 

No, I’m not in love with any of my classmates. Mending kalo ada yang oke. Orang demek semua -___-

Still I can't taste the peanut butter

So what should I do?

Whatever

Cuma keledai yang jatuh ke lubang yang sama dua kali

Well maybe that means I’m even more stupid than a donkey. But  I don’t really care

Though I know I’m doing something stupid. Though I know I’m just repeating my mistake. Though I know this may hurt me again in the end

I don’t care. at all

Cause I know I’m doing this because I want to. I choose to do this. And I won’t regret it

Cause at this moment, this is what I really wanted

The Pussycat Dolls – Happily Never After

“I dont think I want this anymore”
As she drops the ring to the floor
She says to herself “You’ve left before
This time you will stay gone, thats for sure”

And he shattered something as
She dragged her suitcase down the path
To the driveway
She had never gone that far
Normally this would be
The time that she
Would let him talk her out of leaving
But this time, without crying
As she got into her car
She said

No..
Happily never after
That just aint for me Because finally
I know, I deserve better, after all
I’ll never let another teardrop fall
As she drove away she starts to smile
Realized she hadn’t for a while
No destination, she drove for miles
Wonderin’ why she stayed in such denial

Laughing about the way he shattered something as
She dragged her suitcase down the path
To the driveway
She had never gone that far
Normally this would be
The time that she
Would let him talk her out of leaving
But this time, without crying
As she got into her car
She said

No..
Happily never after
That just aint for me Because finally
I know, I deserve better, after all
I’ll never let another teardrop fall

I’m done , I’m done
Said I’m so done
So done, I’m done, I’m done
I’m free, I’m free, I’m free
Free to be me

She inhales an air she’d never breathed before
The air of no drama, no more
She said

No..
Happily never after
That just aint for me Because finally
I know, I deserve better, after all
I’ll never let another teardrop fall
[3x]

..another teardrop fall

I do deserve better. far better

From now on, we’re gonna be two strangers

Not the kind of end I wanted, but

Maybe this is the best

07.03.2010 :)

I really love this day

kenapa?

karena today’s my 16th birthday ♥

jadi inget taun lalu aku sama apin yang sama sama ulang tahun hari ini dikerjain anak anak Ichetos. didiemin dan dikacangin seharian. tapi malemnya pas perayaan maulid, kita disuruh nonton Topek dkk latian buat lomba akustikan dan ternyata lagu yang dimaenin adalah Happy Birthday dan terus Nia masuk membawa kue ulang tahun aaa I love that moment ♥

taun ini saya merayakan ulang tahun saya dengan jadi panitia donor darah hahaha

awalnya udah takut aja bakal dikerjain *gila geer abis gue* tapi ternyata ga terjadi apa apa tuh. cuma disuruh mahan beli bolpen 2 dus *yang awalnya saya kira usaha untuk ngerjain saya. lah nyuruhnya pagi pagi buta untung ada 1 toko yang buka -__- * tapi selaen itu ga ada apa apa tuh hahaha

btw, DONOR DARAH 2010 SATU CINTA SATU DUNIA SUKSES BESAAAR DDD dan kita juga berhasil membuat rekor peserta donor darah terbanyak dalam cara donor darah yang diselnggerakan SMA dua tahun berturut turut mamen DD

tahun ini kita berhasil mendapatkan 139 pendaftar dan 90 kantong darah

KEREN ABIS ♥

tapi pas menjelang akhir akhir acara, tiba tiba naluri isengnya anak anak muncul. jadilah saya digotong Pipit, Oliv, Previasari, Arvy, Sera, sama Yudhis

dan saya diceburin =__=

untuk pertama kalinya saya merasakan diceburin ke kolam teratai

ternyata asik loh )

TAPI JANGAN TERUS SAYA DICEBURIN LAGI YA BESOK

makasih ya teman teman sudah membuat ultah saya kali ini sangat unforgettable D

special thanks for :

Betzy Nella Redinoviria, for text me a happy birthday message at 00.00

Chlara Nikke Darakay, fot text me 16 different happy birthday message, so that it match my age

Pipit, Oliv, Previasari, Arvy, Sera, sama Yudhis, yang sudah “berbaik hati” menceburkan saya ke kolam teratai

Andini Noviana, for making me this post

R.A Cintya Paramastri, for staying up til 1 am last night just to accompany me, and be the second person that congratulate me

my family, for celebrating my birthday earlier last night

juga makasih banyak buat semua yang udah inget dan mau mengucapkan selamat ulang tahun ke aku, baik via sms, fb, twitter, ym, maupun langsung

Thanks it means a lot. I really appreciate it

I know I’ve done a lot of things wrong in these 16 years I live, and I apologize

I promise from this time on I’ll try to be more mature and less chilidsh

I’ll try to stop being a moody person

I’ll try to stop scold every people

I’ll try to stop putting an angry face, and I’ll try to replace it with a smiling happy face

I’ll try to stop complaining and bothering you guys with my boring whimper

I’ll try to stop annoy you guys

I promise

Btw, thanks banget buat seseorang yang sudah sukses merusak mood saya siang ini. makasih ya. anda selalu bisa mengontrol mood saya sesuka hati anda. though this time, it don’t bother me that much, dan saya ga lama lama badmoodnya. well, sesuai katanya ajeng

“Don’t let one dick screw your birthday dash”

And that’s exactly what I’m gonna do

Hidup saya jadi heboh sekali belakangan ini :o

Heem, kemaren saya latian JM lagi. kan disuruh mengekspresikan emosi emosi gitu

nah waktu itu disuruh mengekspresikan rasa marah. ada kursi di depan, disuruh maju satu satu

kebanyakan cowok cowok pada nendang kursinya, atau mbanting kursi gitu

yg cewek cewek paling cuma ndorong atau njatuhin kursi

pas giliran saya, kayaknya saya lagi emosi banget karena mengingat kejadian kejadian menyebalkan selama ini atau tabiat premannya kambuh saya entah kenapa ngelempar itu kursi

jauh pula

sampe hampir ngenain Bagus. untung dia sempet menghindar :p

terus pas dea, dia dengan bodohnya nendang kursi dan bikin kakinya retak. krik krik =.=

malemnya, IPS bermaen bersama buat ngasih salam perpisahan sama anak anak Makassar

bela belain kesana jam setengah 8, ternyata amak-nya lagi pada pergi. baru dateng jam setengah 9. jadi selama 1 jam, kita ribut maen sobyong, domikado, dan permainan2 lainnya

sampe kasian sama orang di rumah sebelah yg lagi punya hajat :B

waktu akhirnya apda dateng, kita maen maen lagi deh, maen 1-2-3-4-5-6-boom. di mana pas putaran pertama saya berhasil masuk final melawan alif amak yg mirip sama adeknya zahra tapi lebih oke haha dan di putaran kedua saya frisko enggar alif berhasil masuk 4 besar. terus iwok komentar

wah, sma 3-nya ada orang. Enggar lagi!

abis itu Enggar langsung kalah cobak BWAKAKAKAKA

eh abis itu gue yg kalah -__- dihina lagi deh

wah, anti kalah og pie! sama Frisko pula!

dan abis itu Frisko pun kalah dan Alif yg menang. jadi intinya itu semua salahnya iwok >:D

asik lo eh, tau tau udah jam set 10 aja dan kita harus pulaaaang sedih deh

pengen bermaen bersama IPS lagiii

Eh tapi dipikir pikir kenapa belakangan ini rasanya hidup saya jadi heboh banget ya? makin banyak kerjaan, tiap hari selalu ada aja kejadian seru, jadi jarang banget ada waktu kosong leyeh leyeh di rumah

bagusnya sih, aku jadi hepi banget belakangan ini. amat sangat jarang badmood. biasanya kan dikit dikit depresi dan mutung. sekarang biasanya terlalu capek atau terlalu hepi buat badmood gitu deh. baguslah

jeleknya, jadi jarang banget nonton film saya sekarang. blog film saya jadi ga keurus nih -,- sedih deh. haha

well harus saya akui bahwa saya mesti bener bener berterima kasih sama SOC 66

Tanpa mereka mungkin hari hari saya ga akan jadi semeriah ini. kalo saya masih di Icheto paling sehari hari saya bakal tetep matengin leptop nonton film dan jadi sangat ansos

tapi karena saya ada di IPS, jadinya tiap hari kerjaannya tereak tereak dan ketawa ketawa terus deh

Fun bangeeeeet

jadi heran kenapa dulu saya bisa benci banget sama ini kelas -.-”

tapi saya bahagia di IPS bukan berarti saya udah baikan sama lapteng ama rak ya!

tetep masih suka kesel nih –”

tapi kadarnya udah agak berkurang lah :B

tapi sekarang jadi kepikiran

kelas 3 nanti pasti bakal sepi banget

Judith pulang ke Jerman

Dhian bakal ke Amerika

IPS tinggal 18 orang deh :”(

sediiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiih

ya IPS bakal tetep rame sih, pastinya. tapi tetep aja rasanya ga bakal sama kaan

apalagi pisahnya sama Judith kan bener bener hampir ga bisa ketemu lagi, kecuali judith maen lagi ke Indonesia atau suatu hari kita bisa ke Jerman amiiiin

jadi sediiih

apalagi sekarang udah februari 2010. cuma kira kira setengah taun sampe kelaas 3

well yg bisa dilakuin sekarang sih ya cuma menikmati waktu waktu yg tersisa aja kali ya :’)

make every second counts, and make it an everlasting moment

Oh btw belakangan ini kok saya merasa dia makin manis ya? entah kenapa seneng aja ngeliatnya meheheee :p

ergh I hate this feeling :(

Have you ever wait for your phone to buzz

and when it buzz, you immediately check your phone

just to be dissapointed cause it’s not from the one you waiting for?

I know how it feels

and I feel for so many times

yet I just can’t stop waiting

“There’s nothing worse than meaning nothing to the person who means everything to you”

Katy Perry – Thinking Of You

Comparisons are easily done

Once you’ve had a taste of perfection

Like an apple hanging from a tree

I picked the ripest one

I still got the seed

You said move on

Where do I go

I guess second best

Is all I will know

Cause when I’m with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into your eyes

You’re like an Indian summer

In the middle of winter

Like a hard candy

With a surprise center

How do I get better

Once I’ve had the best

You said there’s

Tons of fish in the water

So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips

I taste your mouth

He pulled me in

I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I’m with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into…

You’re the best

And yes I do regret

How I could let myself

Let you go

Now the lesson’s learned

I touched it I was burned

Oh I think you should know

Cause when I’m with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into your eyes

Looking into your eyes

Looking into your eyes

Oh won’t you walk through

And bust in the door

And take me away

Oh no more mistakes

Cause in your eyes I’d like to stay…

Lagi sukaaa banget sama lagu ini

Liriknya oke banget men :B

How can I have something better, once I have the best?

Over and Out

Antz